DH and I will be going on an adoption training course tomorrow. I'm looking forward to it, but as the day approaches I am realising that I really want to start moving ahead on the path towards having children. I have been in this limbo position for so long and now I want to start planning the next steps in my life. However, I know that I can't move ahead until I've tackled this issue of children. Completing an IVF cycle would be a huge step and then we'd be able to know what we would want to do next! Once we've progressed through IVF, we can seriously pursue adoption. I guess ultimately I'm tired of waiting! However with my recent weight loss, I'm feeling more hopeful! I feel like I'm starting to take crucial steps - I'm aware that it is likely that there will be more tears ahead but I also know that weeping endures for the night and joy comes in the morning.
Today it feels like for the first time in 4 years of trying to conceive that joy is within reach!
Stay blessed. Stay focussed and remember that God is on the path with you!
Until next time,
Cece
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